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    9/17/2009

    发呆


    路边的小孩子丢了玩具,放声痛哭。大人笑了,到底是个孩子,一个玩具也要哭得稀里哗啦。可是,怎么你的眼睛也红了呢。

    有没有过这样的时候,原本属于自己的东西,却阴差阳错地擦肩而过。

    你的心像是被什么揪了一下,嗓子也发不出声来,整个人就呆在那里了。

    你脑中一遍一遍重放着事情的前因后果,幻想着放在手里的踏实的感觉。而其实,或许是根本就不曾有过呢。是自己把它弄丢了。无力地伸伸手,只抓住了一把空气。


    生命中有太多的东西和你擦身而过,有太多的东西你曾经没有多看几眼,有太多的东西别人说,不必在意。可是每个人对事物的评级排序有各自的体系。于你,你是会在意的,要在意的;很在意。

    结果呢,丢了,也就丢了吧。揪心地痛痛,然后这就成了历史。偶尔当记忆里那个小小的孩子回来,问你,曾经的我哪儿去了?我的那些东西你把它们丢在哪儿了?你编不出答案,却只能在遥远的记忆里捡拾一些模糊的影像。有过这样的小孩么?她说的那些东西,又都是些什么呢?

    ——发呆,无故想起了没心没肺的年月。


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    Seabarwrote:
    我也一度极端的害怕无可挽回,丢了就丢了.后来才发现,很多时候,人并没有丢失什么.人本就只有自己,,最重要的东西也永远只在自己心里.
    Sept. 19
    J Telingwrote:
    发呆多好啊,想发呆。
    Sept. 18
    xiaoming liuwrote:
    失去了一些,得到了一些。。周而复始,不过如此而已。但总是会缅怀失去的。。。。
    Sept. 18
    JiA -wrote:
    揪心的痛多了,会怎样呢?一遍遍地重复去做“失去”这一动作,还是渐渐麻木了呢?有时这就叫做“成长”的痛苦
    Sept. 18
    Tana Yunwrote:
    所以呀,劝一个伤心的人的时候,最怕说的就是这点伤心不是什么伤心——严肃点,严肃点,伤心着呢……
    该释放的情绪都释放出来,才好恢复。

    另,我至今对于我小时候爸爸送我的那个会动的洋娃娃被慷慨地送给别人无法释怀。
    她在我的评级排序体系里,很靠前。
    所幸近日找到了90年代初,妈妈大老远给我带回来的不倒翁,动一下会有叮叮咚咚的美妙声音。
    再也不要她被慷慨了。
    Sept. 18
    很同意每个人对事物的评级排序有各自的体系
    Sept. 17

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